Assalammualaikum :)
Today , i feel like writing .
Friends , u know i'm schooling in mrsm lgkwi now , n already left baling for 3 to 4 months ...
Yes , u can say i'm happy there from the pictures i post . I do . Means tht i'm okay there , Alhamdulillah :)
But u couldnt guess how i misses baling , it was like to the infinity arghh words cant describe . When i read aida nani's blog n saw all the pictures of u guys , i felt like crying , cuz i misses our batch so bad . Im glad to see u happy n how i wish i could be there too , laughing together with all of u like before :') when im in the surau , sometimes i just wish tht i am at baling's surau , be with u guys . When i heard ckgu shahid ( lgkwi's cauncelor ) voice , all i think about is ckgu yani n ckgu shahrizan . When i talk to Aini , i could see Nisa in her . When i saw lower form girls who sticked in four , i remember how me , Sheff , Nisa n Alya would stick together like them too . When i saw lgkwi students with their dslr , i think about Afiq n Acad n their red dslr , When i entered the aspuri , oh how i wished i am walking into baling's aspuri . When the principal is giving a speech , all i could see is Mr. Hamid , i miss him :'/ i couldnt get baling out of my mind , everything i saw reminds me of u :')
I wonder if im the only person who felt this way hmm ...
Wht qadri's wrote was right , our new schools n baling are different , i could feel it as the cultures are different .. But to how long i need to compare , i am a langkawi student now n whenever i open my eyes , its langkawi . Its langkawi i reminded to myself .. There's baling no more , sigh* i never had regret being in lgkwi cuz i know Allah had planned something for me there :) i trust Him :) btw , langkawi welcomed me well i think . I hve my bestfriend , friends , great classmates n roomates . No reasons for me to regret Alhamdulillah :')
from langkawi with love xoxo , we miss u 1stBatch :'D |
To in15ity :
I know its hard for lgkwi students too , u need to accept new faces to be with u now n i know how u miss xlr8 so much .. N u know how difficult we are too to accept this new environment n how we miss our batch too ... so i think both party need a strong heart to face this right ? So lets make this :'
Maybe other peoples cant understand wht we felt .. This one feeling when u had grown up 3 years with ur friends in a system , n had to continue the system but with new friends n new surrounding , It may takes quite some time .. Mayb for me ?
To the conclusion , ermm idk , sigh*
1stBatchMrsmBaling , i really misses u ! I hope u wont forget us eventhough u too hve a new batch .. btw when will be our hari anugerah ? Hihih .
In15ity , thankyou cuz welcoming me there , n i hope we could be better ^^
Ergggh this post is so emotional huhuh sorry to the people who read this ( if there is )
Sincerely from Amira Aina :'D
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