Assalammualaikum
how can someone be ready for everything ?
I've been always the positive
person in front of others .
person in front of others .
but not now , not here .
how can someone like me , take IB
how can someone who are not in the expected-student-who-will-get-straight-As list , take IB
how can someone who doesn't like to act , do debates like me , take IB
how can someone who are not good in english , take English HL for IB
how can someone who doesn't like to talk much take IB
how can someone who does not have a lot of potentials take IB
what am I thinking ?
Only if i knew what IB really is before I decided to enter this place ,
Only if my desire to go overseas is not that high ...
I hate myself cause I need to deal with all this struggles everyday as I'm already in this system .
the fact that i'm not only bad in academic , but as well as in other aspects really tears me up.
this struggle is real and I'm not sure whether I'm strong enough for this .
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| remember this dearself |
Then how come student like me, who barely do nothing, already survived 3 semester (luls) I know, that sense of regret. Semua yang amik IB rasa benda tu hhahahahah there must be a reason why come on! (sedapkan hati)
ReplyDelete"there must be a reason why" hmm love that sentence ! inshaaAllah thankyou , all the best sis for your last sem ! bet u gonna pass IB with flying colours :D
DeleteInsyallah....everything happen must have a good reason from Allah.. how to face it depends on us... believe in Allah..
ReplyDeleteMiraa look where you are now! You made it! Youre a student in one of the leading universities in the world. Cant believe how hard you were on yourself oh. I bet that if you ask your family and friends, they would say that youre exactly where you should be, that they expect nothing less of you, that they didnt have a doubt in you for a second. Youre shining so bright right now and I know youre going to shine even brighter; I wish to still be there with you then. Have a little more faith in yourself. I believe in you, you should too :))
ReplyDeleteThankyouu zaki! Really appreciate your nice words. I really had a tough time back then during IB :/ InshaaAllah hopefully we can together graduate in uni!
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