IB

Assalammualaikum 

I'm hurting myself again, tearing myself apart with my thoughts.

Finals are coming and I'm just too afraid of what my results will turn out later. I'm going to do my very best again to make sure that I'm not falling back to the same place as before but the thoughts of me not getting the result I want keep playing in my head. I know I can't handle that feeling again, I don't want that feeling, I don't want to see all those looks from others, I don't want to hear those words uttered by people around me as if I don't put any effort.

I know that I'm overthinking, I just can't bare that feeling oh Lord please help me :'(